Well, I'm a human male with access to the internet.
I’m not sure what tomorrow will bring. I guess that’s the beauty of it. The spacebar on my mom’s laptop squeaks every time that I press it and it’s really starting to get quite bothersome.
If given the chance to see into tomorrow (figuratively, of course; tomorrow meaning the future) I don’t know if I would take it. I don’t necessarily want to know how everything will work out. I love the insecurity of attraction. I crave the impulsiveness of 16 and 17 year olds with cars and no agenda. I want to go out and live rather than think. For the first time in my life, live rather than think. I’m afraid. I’m not the type of person who embarks on such endeavors. I want to hook up with Kevin Mahn at a party and regret it forever. Except not really. That’s gross.
Anyway, here is my outlook on the future: things will improve.
Close your eyes and make that step. One step further to believe…
In love
In true friendship
In passion
In faith
In life
I want to believe in life.
